sick of sex
Posted 03 January 2005 - 05:41 AM
Well a few days later me and my two buddies went out wit her and another girl (also an ex). 'Akward' needs a new elaboration. Worst of all I was the Designated Driver and had to face things sober. :eek: Well after some guy off my ship caused a huge scene and got his head kicked in and me being the only sober person there I had to tend to the guy and call 9-11. Well, that about made me the biggest ass to every one around. The girls hated me for the rest of the night.
Ultimatly we decided around 4:00 am to head back to room and do some drinking there (FINALY, I COULD DRINK!!! :D ). Well my buddies asked my to pick up some food for us, so being dd I had to. When I got back to the room and knocked one the door all the "hold on"s and "give me the covers" made it abondently clear what was up. I walked in and didn't even look at them (this is what is known as the "magic curton"). Sat down on the floor in the corner and pollished off two litters of captain, about 10 beers, and half a bottle of wine.
Every one there made me feel like I had to appoligise for my existance, but wouldn't let me take off. And before my more rescent ex took off she told me that she still loved me and asked me if I was mad. I wasn't really. Well, if I was even a little I wouldn't show her it. That's what she wanted.
When things like this normally happen (and they always do), I just hook up with a new girl ASAP. But this time it was different. I get sick even thinking about sex. which I feel very wierd about. I just want to go out and have fun (sex or no sex). But every thing that I've been going through this year has really done a number on my morale and it's damn near impossible to get over it.
Maybe it's me. But has any one else ever felt this way?
Posted 03 January 2005 - 05:40 PM
Of course, IANAP :tongue:
Posted 03 January 2005 - 09:06 PM
Posted 03 January 2005 - 10:58 PM
Posted 04 January 2005 - 04:29 AM
Apretiated, but I assure you this is nothing to do with love. Ah, I'm just being pissy. Maybe I'll hook up with the 3rd friend in the ring and get another buddy to help me break up with her too... :lol:
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